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The divorce is now legally final. How do I feel about that? I'm okay, and I'm going to be okay. It's not the way I wanted my life or my family's to turn to, but we can't control other's behaviors, or the effects of them. There are just some things that when you do in a relationship... they can't bounce back... and things are never the same. The most precious things become un-precious and it's not special anymore. Especially when you don't work on fixing them. While I wanted to fix things looking through scared and sick-love eyes, thank you for not letting me do that again. Not letting me put myself through that hell you were always so good at putting me through. No one deserves that. Some people don't value relationships the way they were meant to be anymore. Sometimes I hope you get what you deserve. But passed the anger and every one's thoughts and words... I know that you are a good person who just made some very bad choices because of some deep-dark issues. I'm sorry it ruined us, and I'm sure you will be too. I wish you all the very best my love...