Setting Up For Success

Mamas been laying down some different laws this year... the one's you would think as my boys get older I would get more lenient on. As school is in session full swing upon us, it takes it's toll as I found out last year.

Rule 1: Your going to bed early... earlier actually

Rule 2: You must pack lunch, a healthy lunch :) 

Rest is so important for my growing men. Junior High starts an hour earlier and has a million more obligations with sports and classes... so, um yes! We learn from our past experiences... or at least we hope to. Last year my Sergeant was physically ill throughout the year and so much that I received a horrid mail notice regarding it. He was doing more... exerting more, thinking more, sleeping less and eating the dreaded school lunches. That was a combo for disaster to strike on my Sergeant. I won't let it this year!!

The Jr High lunch service is trendy with all of the vendors and options the school gives... but they are unhealthy, so very unhealthy. Not something to fuel little athletes of mine. So before school started and every week we all take a family trip to the Farmers Market and pick new fruits and fun options to pack. They are also looking at ingredients to know how to select healthful proper bread and spreads. My boys have always had a mom who cooks well for them... but it's time that they start to make good food choices on their own. 

I met some resistance at first... but I stuck to my motherly guns. Sometimes its best to go against the grain I tell them. Those boys of mine actually enjoy bringing their lunches now and happily pack the night before. The Sergeant even had a friend ask him where he finds all of his good stuff... and he shared his good health tips. My Benny on the other hand had an embarrassing moment of a packed lunch. He felt something wet on his arm traveling to 2nd period. When he swung his backpack around in class his yogurt he found had exploded and out of his lunch box spreading the strawberry cheer all around. So the boys are scorched on ever taking yogurt again. And yes, they hate shopping like any man does. So this week I gave them a grocery store trip break, where I did the selecting so they could watch our USA Basketball team kick tush on the last day of the Olympics. 

So far we are on track... and my Sergeant has to be on his track at 5:05 am (and I must take him) so goodnight.

PS... I also think that my dear Sergeant needs his tonsils out. 

Our Summer Pace, Our Summer Fun

It was magnificent. Simple. Joyful. Peaceful.

Our most favorite Summer Break yet!

Not anything extravagant but extravagant to us. Spending quality time with one another without those several schedule breaks or obligations that the school year brings in mighty force. To just... be. Soaking up the sunshine, deep into our souls and hopefully not on our skin. Proper sunscreening sure does have a method to it and my boys were taught very well. Given that we were set to be as free as our lovely pace let us. Most good times were spent quietly at home and then some loudly with good friendships. Of course mostly in the water... our preferred summer atmosphere.

We did spend a glorious day up north in Flagstaff exploring with my explorers. Flagstaff Extreme Adventure Course caught our attention. It was an amazing obstacle course with quite a few rounds of physical obstacles from woodsy tree to tree. The intensity and height increased as it went on. Benny made it about halfway and decided he wanted to watch us try and finish the rest. His hands were shaking and his body was done.

My Sergeant made it look easy and I went behind him thinking maybe it would be. The harness was what made me feel safe. I knew as long as I was strapped and locked in, the worst that could happen was I could fall and then just get back up. Kind of like life right? I didn't fall though and made it to the black course. I only saw one other girl finish it besides myself. We were all so proud of our accomplishments, teamwork and encouragement as a family. 

We took a beautiful trip to Austin Texas visiting our best friends who we have missed very dearly. It wasn't quite a year yet that they made the big move to Austin from Arizona and we thought it would be such a wonderful way to spend part of our summer seeing them. We lived their lake life with them for one precious week. My dear best friend is about the biggest planner as I. The only thing we planned together was a wonderful family trip to a water park resort with all of us nestled in a cozy cabin resort home playing by day and cherishing our time together by night and over some morning mimosas. 

Hiking, swimming, fishing, boating, was all blissful but what made it so wonderful was our company we shared. It was very hard to leave. 

I came home to sick dogs, being sick myself and my car not starting. That was enough to make me wish I had stayed but it all worked out, as it always does. I surprised my dearest best friend with a sneaky trip back to Austin with adults only this time to celebrate her first Texan birthday. I have never had a Russian dinner and never realized how much Russians enjoyed their vodka. The lavender shot was quite possibly the best Birthday shot I've ever tasted. 

The spa met party in my mouth. Our feet took us down the famous 6th Street then ended at our favorites with my favorite on Rainey Street. 

Austin was definitely our summer highlight, however the rest of our time has been so wonderful as well that the boys have been counting the days they have to return to school. Benny turned 12 this summer and had a cabana pool party with his friends he calls "The Squad" and our Grandmas. He dove into his first boy/girl party. 

Back to school shopping had to be tackled in two trips for my dear Benny. We said a forever goodbye to school uniforms and hello to a new wardrobe of whatever their styles are. The Sergeant still spent twice as much on clothes however with his expensive and particular tastes. That boy made sure he earned that and a trendy haircut with all of his summer chores. Both of my men are packed and ready to walk into Junior High together tomorrow. In reflection I can't believe how fast this time has come and that their Elementary Days are over with. I have love-love-loved their days of infancy, being toddlers and school aged. I know I will love this era just the same. Our summers, our time is always captured in my heart as precious gifted moments from God I am forever grateful for. 

Thank you dear Summer... you have treated us quite well...

Just Be

This girl has been working on some things... the art of just being. It's one of the hardest most healthiest things you can do for yourself. Taking time in your every moment to realize every moment. To slow down. It takes practice... probably years and decades I truly believe. So here I will be... continuing to work on this because I still have a ways to go. This thing I try to share through my presence with those around me and my children especially. 

You don't need a voice in every silent moment.

You don't need a TV or song filling the room.

You don't need a schedule of events every day.

Your phone can be the devil in square form.

Being a minimalist is beautiful to me. Physically and internally it creates a gorgeous peace that is completely unfocused on materialistic world views. I find myself gravitating to this more and more each year. The big house and corporate dominance can lead to a hamster wheel of American disaster. Simplicity is happiness. I sit here enjoying the moonlit evening air, writing in reflection as I breathe in the aromas of Jasmine behind me and knowing I don't have obligations but choices tomorrow. Success is not defined by social or monetary status... and I am feeling successful. I want everyone around me to feel this way. I found myself somewhere last year that needed a shift. School, work and some others were taking my precious time I get so rightfully possessive of that I had to make changes. Sometimes things are a temporary busy but you must snap back. Meetings, overtime for 'stuff' and scholarly papers don't matter at your end. It is yourself mostly and your family that is what matters in life. Make wise personal and purposeful investments. 

This school year is the last that my boys are separated and scattered at different schools and sports which I am bittersweetly thankful for. The taste of summer pace is on the tip of my tongue. I asked the boys what we are doing this summer besides going to Texas. They said, "I don't know mom". I said, "Nothing, we are going to practice the art of being." They got really quiet and I'm sure were thinking how boring this may be. Then I put a song on and had them close their eyes as we were driving to church and had one so completely relaxed and removed from the 'busy-ness' around us that Benny said he fell asleep for a second. I could see my Sergeant's eyelids dancing around so we have some work to do. I won't let the standard forced pace around us control myself or my children... it is time to Just Be.

Love/Peace/Everlasting Happiness,

Zen Jenn

Changy Time Again

I didn't know if I could do it this year. It seemed like way too much work, the PF Changs half marathon I told myself I was going to do again last year. After my near death experience in November being sick I felt like my body was rebuilding itself from step one. Very, very slowly. First was nutrition, then strength... but that endurance of mine was lost and hard to find again. It's that thing you get that when your there you just need to keep yourself there. I was knocked down and really wasn't going to get back up to do the half marathon. 13 miles had never been more intimidating and lengthy sounding. I felt really good one day and I decided on my birthday that in the next few weeks I am pushing myself to my very limits and getting my dear endurance back. How dare it ever be stolen from me. So on my birthday out and about getting fancy tea, spending time with family and TopGolf, the boys picked out some new running shoes for me. I came home and tested them out and signed up after that. I was determined. 

Those new shoes and my new endurance took me to that race. I ran that race better than last years actually. 1:53

Never Give Up.

You might even get delicious pizza, wine and good friendship after too!!

Hello 2016

Each year is full of those rough patches and the glorious highlights. For when a new year comes before us we re-cap on them, looking back on what made the year unique. For some there are regrets, others hopes that were filled and goals that were accomplished. Each year is a new opportunity to improve yourself for you and those around you. Those darn resolutions. Those resolutions that everyone remembers in the beginning of the year but slowly, yes they fade. Those resolutions that should continually be made throughout the year, instead of once a year after some annual reflection. 

For myself, I hold no regrets but find great beauty in any type of twist in my story. I learn from whatever it may be and grow stronger because of it. It is a choice. Our year was full of some of those rough patches and glorious moments just as everyone else's. We had a deeply sad time this year with losing my Dad that I won't ever forget. We had some amazing things happen as well. So many I can't count. We are Blessed. Blessed that each year and situation that comes and goes, we are molded into the people and family that God has intended us to be. At the start of this year I must say that when overlooking it all, we are at such a sweet place in our journey. I feel like this more with every year that comes our way but this year there is a different peace, a quiet still that I haven't ever experienced as a single mother. I am a peace craver, a peace keeper and I lust after my peace so I am indulgent in this. I don't know where its coming from... if it is prayer, my job, my children or just me getting older but whatever it is, I'm smiling at it. 

The boys and I hired DK again for family pictures... my Christmas present to me. These memories are precious to my soul. It's a great way to welcome this year and celebrate where we are...

My baby, Benny. My handsome Benny who can always make me laugh... or stress me out. 

Then there is the man of the house, my Sergeant. My respectful Sergeant who always looks out for me with those protecting, loving eyes of his. 

Then us... our cherished family, all together...

Each year gets better and better and I can't wait to see what is in store for us on our journey. 

This is our year. 

Happy 2016!!